The Misunderstanding....

We had a misunderstanding after around twenty days of that proposal incident. But these twenty days were the most wonderful days of my life. Calling her and sending her messages were my high priority tasks. Daily I use to skip from the Office and call her for one or two hours and later continue with the messages. Things were going great, we start knowing each other. She told me that how much she likes the noise of rain and I told her how much I like to be in rain. I told her how much I like kids and their smile, etc. She has started sharing more like sharing the various incidents about her earlier proposals, trip to Goa etc.

It was 1st of May 2008, when we had a misunderstanding. I called her and

Me: Hey Good morning.
She: Hi.
Me: What are you doing?
She: Studying...
Me: What else, how are the exams going?
She: Everything is good, exms are going good.
She: You know what my uncle had brought a proposal for my marriage.
Me: Disappointed, ok then.
She: Nothing. I told Mom that I need time.
Me: Ok.

Actually I become disappointed and scared of losing her. There were lot of questions in my mind, so I said the most studpid thing one could ever say to girl.

Me: I am scared of losing you. I will talk to my mom about you and will request her to talk to your mom. Wait will cal you back.

I didn't call home, rather I took a public transport to go back to my place, I was staying at my friend's place for that night. I thought will go to my placeOn the way, my mind was full of questions whom no one can answer except my destiny, suddently my cell phone ranged, it was an unknown number, I picked the call....

She: Hi.
Me: Hi, who's this?
She: Am I talking to Sachin?
Me: Yes, May I know who's this?
She: Eina, swati's friend.
Me: Hi Eina.
She: Why are you disturbing Swati alot.
Me: What?
She: Why you call her and message her. She don' want to talk to you and you keep disturbing her even in this time when her exms are on.
Me: Hey, I never did that. We are friends and that's why I use to call her and message her.
She: First of all she is not your friend and secondly she don't want to talk to you at all.
She: You know because of you has been so horrified that she is not able to concentrate on her studies.
She: She called me and she was sounding so low. She told me that you want to talk to her mom about marrage, forget it, she don't want to talk to you, marraige no way.
Me: Eina, please try to understand I never had any motive to disturb her, even I asked her before calling her and messaging her.

The things she was saying was hurting me alot inside. My motive was to be with her, not to disturb her and thats why I asked her for the confirmation before calling her and messaging her.
And these things made me so much frustrated and I said.

Me: What do you want from me?
She: You will not call her or message her after this. Promise me.
Me: Ok, I promise I will not call her or message her untill I got one from her.
She: Ok, thanks. Stay away from her.
Me: I will, if she wants.

The whole day I was thinking what went wrong, was she just talking to me because I am her friend's brother or she too consider me as a friend. The Devil in was saying, boy you have been fucked up. This is the end of your love story, but the angel in me was saying boy there has been a misunderstanding, it will be cleared soon. That night was horrable but any how I passed it. In the morning, I got a message from Swati. It was a usual message saying don't keep distance with your loved ones. I called Eina
Me: Hi.
She: Hey.
Me: I got a message from her now, you were saying I am disturbing her then what is this.
She: Don't reply back, I will check with her.

I was waiting for Eina's call, when my message tone rang again, it was from swati.

"Hi, the message was by mistake, sorry to disturb you, promise from my heart that will never message you and disturb you"

"Thats all, this message confirms end of my love story", this was my conclusion, but many times our conclusion is wrong, God is always present to make you smile when you are crying and make you cry when you are happy, maintaining the balance of the nature....

To be contd....