It was the month of July and I was surffing Orkut and finding my friends when suddenly I landed on finding Swati's profile. I don't know why google had put a feature of latest visitors in Orkut, she saw my profile in Orkut visitor list and dropped me a friend request which I accepted. Next day I sent her a scrap...
Me: Hi, How are you and mom? Hope I am not disturbing you?
And got a reply next day
She: Hi, I am good and Mom is doing fine. No you are not disturbing me, you never did.
Me: But according to your best friend Eina, I was the most disturbable element of your life.
She: I swear to God I don't know what conversation happened between you and her, and I am kind of angry on you.
Me: I had just sent a mail to your this id, if possible please reply to my questions, so that I can understand the things well.
She: I will.
I was kind of very confuse that what exactly is going on between us? what exactly she had in her mind? I went to the library next day to check my email id for her reply.
Me: Why you told Eina about me?
She: I am sorry about what Eina told you. but you were the one who said that she should know. Sometimes back when she told me about Eina and said that they share everything, I adviced her that Eina should know about me too, otherwise she will feel hurted.
Me: Why you told Eina that you are scared and not me, when I told you in starting that if you feel uncomfortable or disturbed becuase of me, just let me know I will not disturb you?
She: I am sorry but I just kind of told her about you and that you were saying that you will talk to your mom about me and I am not ready for it right now.
She misunderstood me.
Me: Did you ever try to know and understand what I felt when I got to know that you had been disturbed becuase of me?
She: I never knew what she told you. She just told me that you will not message me or call me again.
She: When I sent you a message the very next morning, you told Eina and I was so hurted with that.
Me: Hurted? after Eina scolded me, I never wanted to become the reason of your disturbance again, so I told her.
She: But you never even tried to talk to me or ask me what is wrong?
Me: Neither did you.
Me: Ok, I am sorry. Hows is life now and what about your marriage?
She: Life is great, No marriage, I told mom that I need time, I want to fulfill my dreams first and become something in life before marriage.
Me: Good. By the way you scored good marks in final year too.
She: How do you know?
Me: Don't forget I am a software engineer.
She: yea yea.
"Again the things has started between us and I never know what is going to be happen after this, but whatever it will be I'll face it", I just thought that before going to sleep that day.
To be contd...
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