When you start talking to someone you like to talk, things become very easy, because now you know that you have a person with whom you can share feelings and the bonding becomes stronger with every passing day.
For the initial few days, our relationship become more stronger. It became a routine to talk to each other few times in a day. Every day was a different topic, she use to share here childhood stories and I use to share my office stuff. But I knew something was bothering her. Whenever I bring the topic of 'us' she always use to change it. So finally one bad day I asked her straight.
Me: Is there anything wrong? Every time I bring a topic of 'Us' you run away from it. You know you can tell me anything. Right?
She: I am very young now and frankly I am focusing more on my future which is currently completing my studies and get a good job to support my mom.
Me: Yes and that's a good plan. I am always in favor of that.
She: But you are not making me strong rather you are making me weak.
Me: Shockingly, weak? how?
She: There is a reason I don't want to bring a topic of 'us' because I know there can't be us. I really don't have any plans for marriage. My mom has struggled a lot to raise me and bring me to this level where my focus is to help her. Though I do talk to you every day and share my feelings with you, at the end of it, I know I can't be with you because I have to be with my mom.
Silence from both ends
Me: I know what you are thinking and I am appreciating what you want to do for your mom. But your mom would also want you to get married eventually right. All parents want they children to have a good life partner. I am not saying that I am the best person for you, but I promise I will make every effort to be the best partner you can ever have.
She: You are not getting the point. I already know that you are a great person and any girl would love to spend her life with you. In the past few months we have been talking gave me an impression about your personality and I an proudly say that I have found a great friend in my life.
Me: Friend, really, my expectations are to make you my wife so that I can spend my entirely life with you.
She: But that's what you want and now I have told you what I want. Please let's not drag this topic.
I can be your girlfriend and if you want we can have sex as well, but believe me my first priority is my mom and not myself.
Me: With you it was never about sex, it was always about us. I am sorry but I can't be the person you are expecting me to be and I can't force my intentions on you as well. I seek your forgiveness.
She: why?
Me: I think what we have is awesome and what we will have would be great. But if there is no future then I can't keep you in my present as well. Every time I see you or talk to you I feel like you are the person I want to have my journey with but if you are not here with me, I would like to take a different path itself.
She: Sachin you are being silly. Are you breaking up with me.
Me: Maybe I am being stupid or silly, but I am always truthful with you. I am not breaking with you, I am stopping myself to become a burden on you.
She: Okay then let's finish it here. I thought we could be friends.
Me: And I thought we could be life partners, you don't always get what you want.
Long Silence from both ends
She disconnecting the call after couple of seconds and tear just fell out from my eyes. I may not be perfect but I have no right of pushing a relationship on her and that was the end of IT.
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